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10月28日

不哭的双眼

Now this song, I kept pretty simple. It's nowhere near perfect. 
I mean,Shoot, I'm singing the choruses myself on this one, and I 
can't even sing. So I guess this song's a lot like me ... Imperfect. 
But this song's also a personal pray to God. Where after years of 
wandering lost with a hardened heart, I come before Him, 
imperfections and all, asking to feel again. 
Lord tell me why, why are these eyes dry? 
I wish I could cry, wash this demon from my eye 
May I shed tear, for those through the years 
Hurt by me so severely 
May this stone face embrace grace 
About to break I taste 
Bitterness of years gone to waste, in haste 
My heart's like this bottle by my side 
Once the Henny gone all you see is my lifeless eyes 
Have you seen my mind? I think I lost it 
Have you seen my dignity? My damn drinkin's cost it 
As I write the pain's, deep down inside 
But Lord tell me why, why are these eyes dry? 
Shadows fill my mind, then I 
Cannot release emotions inside 
Lord Jesus, with a broken voice I 
I sing to you 
With a broken heart I 
I pray to you 
Lord let me feel Your love again 
Love again 
See? I told yall I can't sing. But hey, I had to at least try. 
Pour out this liquor as I reminisce 
Memories fill my mind of things I'd rather forget 
When I reflect, I have to admit 
I'd be lyin if I said, I had no regrets 
Much disrespect to the opposite sex, I showed 
A stone cold blackened heart to her even though 
Blessed with the best, a dream to many men 
A beautiful model with a beautiful soul 
Standin' by my side when money was tight, she 
Tears in her eyes every night, as I 
Lived a crazy life waitin' for my mind to right 
But I'm still livin' lost in this dark life had 
]All these chances, took them all for granted 
Now I'm all alone, alcoholic barely standin' 
As I write I cry, deep down inside
10月22日

和平世界

也许上帝创造生命只是一个笑话 为什么 
人们虽然知道生命是无价 却互相残杀 和平世界只会出现在童话 
现实生活中的生命总是遭到无情践踏 无穷的欲望 
每个人都想拥有一切 最後的希望 谁能拯救这世界 
别让它从和平意识还在萌芽的时候 
就被疯狂的人类进行攻击而遭到毁灭
面对死亡 这时候才会知道真相
当生命结束的时候一切都只是假象
就像梦一场 你能带走哪一样
是钱 权利或独立哪个能够带上天堂
天上的神仙帮助我 教导我该怎么做
才能够让世人了解这後果
如果 当子弹穿过脑袋的时候才能够看透
也许这世界已经没有救 没有救
 
sorry妈妈 我知道你对我的期待 
请你原谅我以前那么叛逆那么的坏 
妈妈PLEAZ DON’T CRY,DRY UR EYEZ 就算我在天上也会 
想念你烧的菜 但是现在 我要为兄弟奋力一搏 我要保护著他就像 
你那么保护著我 DO U KNOW ? 我没有表面看起来那么懦弱 
我 会干掉每一个敌人虽然我感觉到有些困惑 
为什么对我开枪为什么互相叫骂 
为什么让我受伤为什么同是人类却感到害怕 为什么侵略我的家 
难道说和平真的只是古老的神话 不过 我还是站在这里 
保护我的兄弟 不管是要死要活我都跟你在一起 剩最後一口气 
我不会忘记 用我的血液 对这场战役 作无声的抗议 
10月3日

呵呵 you were my everything 什么时候我才能唱出

this goes out to someone that was
once the most important person in my life
i didn't realize it at the time
i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so
i don't really expect you to either
it's just... i don't even know
just listen...

you're the one that i want, the one that i need
the one that i gotta have just to succeed
when i first saw you, i knew it was real
i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel

that wasn't me; let me show you the way
i looked for the sun, but it's raining today
i remember when i first looked into your eyes
it was like god was there, heaven in the skies

i wore a disguise 'cause i didn't want to get hurt
but i didn't know i made everything worse
you told me we were crazy in love
but you didn't care when push came to shove

if you loved me as much as you said you did
then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit
now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
i loved you with my heart, really and truly

i guess you forgot about the times that we shared
when i would run my fingers through your hair
late nights, just holding you in my arms
i don't know how i could do you so wrong

i really wanna show you i really need to hold you
i really wanna know you like no one could else know you
you're number one, always in my heart
and now i can't believe that our love is torn apart

refrain:i need you and
i miss you and
i want you and
i love you 'cause
i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you
you were my everything
and i really miss you (2x)

i knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
and then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
the thought of that just shatters my heart
it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

at times we was off i was scared to show you
now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you
without you, everything seems strange
your name is forever planted in my brain

damn it, i'm insane,
take away the pain
take away the hurt
baby, we can make it work

what about when you
looked into my eyes
told me you loved me
as you would hugged me

i guess everything you said was a lie
i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
now i'm not even a thought in your mind
i can see clearly, my love is not blind

refrain

i just wish everything could have turned out differently
i had a special feeling about you
i thought maybe you did too
you would understand, but...
no matter what, you'll always be in my heart
you'll always be my baby

our first day, it seemed so magical
i remember all the time that i had with you
remember when you first came to my house?
you looked like an angel wearing that blouse

we hit it off, i knew it was real
but now i can't take all the pain that i feel
reach in your heart, i know i'm still there
i don't wanna hear that you no longer care

remember the times? remember when we kissed?
i didn't think you would ever do me like this
i didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
i thought you'd be there for me, this i confess

you said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
i tried, i tried, i tried, and i'm trying
now on the inside it feels like i'm dying

refrain

[talking] and i do miss you
i just thought we were meant to be
i guess now, we'll never know
the only thing i want is for you to be happy
whether it be with me, or without me
i just want you to be happy